sometimes,

you just need to forget what everyone else says and go with what your heart wants.

it’ll make you a lot happier in the end.

these are my favorite kind of posts on my blog, because they say exactly what i’m thinking <3

:/

:/

i hate crying.

turn it off.

I scraped my knees while I was praying,

And found a demon in my safest haven.

It seems like,

Its getting harder to believe in anything,

Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts.

I wanna know what it’d be like,

To find perfection in my pride,

To see nothing in the light.

But turn it off,

In all my spite,

I’ll turn it off.

And the worst part is,

 Before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff.

And in the free fall I will realize,

I’m better off when I hit the bottom.

The tragedy it seems I’m ending,

I’m watching everyone I looked up to break and bending,

We’re taking short cuts & false solutions,

Just to come out the hero.

Well, I can see behind the curtain,

The world’s turning, cranking, so wrong,

The way we’re working,

Towards a goal that’s nonexistent.

It’s nonexistent, but we just keep believing.

And the worst part is,

 Before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff.

And in the free fall I will realize,

I’m better off when I hit the bottom.

I wanna know what it’d be like,

To find perfection in my pride, to see nothing in the light,

I turn it off in all my spite,

In all my spite, I turn it off.

Just turn it off.

And the worst part is,

 Before it gets any better we’re headed for a cliff.

And in the free fall I will realize,

I’m better off when I hit the bottom.

my song(:

as sung by nate the great(:

i want this tattoo.

i just had to google what someone greeted me with.

wtf.

seriously, why do you need to say

“what’s gucci” or “what’s good”

why can’t you just say “hello” or “sup”

WTF.

you make me so

please allow me to rant.

i really hate when people that have absolutely no friends in real life, and go out of their way to be that way, go online and try to be someone completely different.

you can’t take pictures of yourself, photoshop them, and make yourself look prettier. that isn’t you, therefore, you’re still just as ugly as you are in real life. someone is going to find those pictures, and someone is going to point it out. believe it or not, you aren’t fooling anyone.

secondly, the term “the girls” only applies if you are taking pictures with your FRIENDS. not people who you talked to a couple of times in middle school, and never speak to anymore.

GET OVER YOURSELF, AND BE WHO YOU REALLY ARE ONLINE.

fajs;dfljas.

100 Things I love

1. My family
2. My puppy(:
3. Music
4. Sleeping in my Bed
5. Taco Bell
6. Eating
7. Spanish
8. Cleaning
9. Painting my Nails
10. Knitting
11. Playing Guitar, even though Cari has mine now
12. Cold weather
13. Sappy love songs
14. Photography
15. All Time Low
16. Alex Gaskarth (Yes, he’s seperate)
17. School. Ima nerd
18. Fun Socks.
19. Pizza!
20. ice cream!
21. being too lazy to capitalize things.
22. electronica music.
23. boys like girls
24. a rocket to the moon
25. owl city!
26. anyone that’s made my life worth living.
27. my wall in my bedroom (:
28. warped tour
29. shopping
30. rue 21
31. christmas
32. halloween
33. my camera
34. my winter jacket
35. walks on the beach
36. the way you say my name. everyone says it different.
37. nicknames.
38. the spaces between my fingers, lol.
39. nighttime.
40. sunsets.
41. sunrises.
42. being waist deep in thought.
43. being alone.
44. “those stars are always second to your beautiful eyes”
45. being told i’m beautiful. not hot or sexy.
46. post cards.
47. england.
48. milwaukee.
49. having no idea where i’m going.
50. spanish rice.
51. running with my dog.
52. soccer.
53. concerts.
54. people who aren’t materialistic; they just love you for you(:
55. nick, paige, and all my other friends from burdick. i miss you.
56. post secret (i got on!)
57. my new friends.
58. being in high school(:
59. “ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da” (my favorite rhythm on the piano, lol.
60. sesame street.
61. blogging!
62. reading.
63. the library.
64. firefox.
65. ipod.
66. jumping into pools with my clothes on.
67. my hat with the dangly balls.
68. sitting on the curb of random people’s houses.
69. inside jokes.
70. “that’s what she said”
71. pickleball.
72. getting chills down my spine.
73. long hair.
74. feeling your heart beat fast when you dance with me(:
75. freaking my family out with things like the above ^^
76. BOMBS AWAY!
77. geography
78. history.
79. writing.
80. air fresheners.
81. clean clothes.
82. ironing.
83. cooking.
84. techno.
85. walking my puppy.
86. starbucks.
87. letting go <3
88. miracles.
89. being completely me.
90. funny faces.
91. peanut butter toast.
92. my fishtank.
93. having a clean room.
94. my purse.
95. big baggy sweatshirts.
96. sleeping in clothes.
97. bagels!
98. random pictures with amanda.
99. amanda!
100. you!

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