this is the part where you find out who you are.

30 Jun

to hell with your new shit, and whether or not you think you fit in.

-The Maineee(:

I’m becoming a new person. I don’t care about materialistic things anymore, and quite frankly, I don’t care about 3/4 of the people I talked to before. All I care about is being happy, and pleasing myself. After graduation, I realized who is really there for me, and who really cares. I realized that I need to grow up, and stop thinking about others so much.

It didn’t really hit me until this morning, when I was looking at my ex-boyfriend’s myspace page and I realized just how much I don’t like him. I realized that I let him hurt me because I worried about people thinking about me. I don’t anymore, and I’m happier than ever.

I’m rethinking moving to England right after high school graduation, because I think I need to be with my family. We’re having a new baby, moving into a new house, and I’m going to have a new stepmom and stepsister. It’s surreal. I don’t know what to do about that.

Anyway, if you’re getting stressed about everything coming down on you, just sit back and think about who and what you really need. Idid, and not only is a huge weight lifted from my shoulders, but I’m happier than ever. I highly reccomend it(:

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