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i’m sick of wordpress.

21 May

so i made a tumblr.

follow me there, or i’m hiatusing this shit.

have a nice life.

mr. daniel todd miller-perez

29 Apr


it is not all just death metal.

fuck yes.

sometimes it isn’t where you’re going,

28 Apr

It’s who you’re with

16 Apr

all i do is give & you just take.


8 Apr

i was writing my report today, and i opened my “notes” application on my computer. basically, it’s just a program where you can stick a bunch of sticky notes wherever you want on your screen & write on them. when i opened it, i found that my boyfriend had written about 100 of these:

I’m in love with him. SO much.

3 Apr


2 Apr

it’s hard to comprehend 473 days. in 20 min it’ll be 474.

that’s 15 months, and 15 days. 40,867,200 seconds, and 681,120 minutes. that’s a lot of time. that’s how long you’ve been changing my life for.

after all this time, i finally realized something. i want to stay here with you. the east coast, for all it’s prestigious universities & cute little cities doesn’t hold any interest for me anymore. all i want is you.

i think i’d rather stay here & go to matc, or uwm, and stay with you than some university that has alumni everywhere. we’ll probably end up owning some little rundown apartment & drinking tea. i’ll probably end up going veg again, and riding a bike everywhere, because every last cent will go towards living. we’ll drink tea out of glass jars, and i’ll probably get hooked on coffee too. there would be weekends with too much pabst, and weekends without enough.

of course, over time, our house would get better & truly be ours instead of us pretending i’d just moved in.

eventually, we’d all grow up, and (hopefully) our friends would stop doing drugs. we’d all have our families, and we’d stop going to shows. we’ll lose the wildness of our youth, and be tamer. we’ll start giving a shit about taxes, jobs, and where our kids would go to school. we’d go out for breakfast on weekends, and come home to read the paper & clean the house. we’ll meet our friends in lounge clubs instead of dirty basement parties.

the city might not stay the same, and our lives might change, but i hope our love stays alive & wild like it is today.

i’m not really romantic at all. i never have been. i’ve never been the type to fantasize about a future with someone, or without them for that matter. i’ve never let myself get attached. you knew that i had built up walls around my heart, and you didn’t destroy them; you just broke in.

i didn’t sit down to write this and say that i needed to think about a future with you. i had a dream about you. i’ve never dreamt about a boy before, but it made me realize something. you love me, you really do. and i love you. i need to start to realize that something is happening with us, and we’re going somewhere. we’re growing up, and changing. but the one thing that just wont’ go away is the fact that i love you. not maybe. not “i think so.” not kind of. i really love you, and i don’t want to lose you. i love you right now. at this moment. and i’ll wake up tomorrow, and i’ll still love you- and i never want to wake up and love anyone else.

15 months, and 15 days. you make me, me. you complete me. “if you’re a bird, i’m a bird.” don’t leave me. not now, not ever, because we both know we’ll both just end up right back here.

1 Apr



75 Random Questions:

Do you have any pets? ew, yes.
What color shirt are you wearing? white.
Name three things that are physically close to you: kim’s ipod, my ipod, my purse.
What is the last book you read? i dont’ remember D:
Are you or were you a good student? i am.
What’s your favorite sport? soccer.
Do you enjoy sleeping late? i do.
What’s the weather like right now? gorgeousssss<3
Who tells the best jokes? dane cook.
What was the last thing you dreamed about? i married alex gaskarth lmfao.
Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? i don’t drive.
Do you believe in karma? i do.
Do you believe in luck? i do.
Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? sunny side up with toast 😀
Do you collect anything? If so, what? i don’t.
Are you proud of yourself? i’m proud of the person i’m becoming.
Are you reliable? i am.
Have you ever given money to a bum? yes, and he kissed my feet.
What’s your favorite food? sushiiiiiiii.
Have you ever had a secret admirer? hahah, yes, it was so cute.
Do you like the smell of gasoline? i love it…
Do like to draw? no.
What’s your favorite invention? light bulb.
Is your room messy? you don’t even know.
What do you like better: oranges or apples? oranges.
Do you give in easily? i do.
Are you a good guesser? i guess.
Can you read other people’s expressions? yes.
Are you a bully? only to sam & jordan lmao.
Do you have a job? nope.
What time did you wake up this morning? like 7.
What did you eat for breakfast this morning? nothing.
When was the last time you showered? last night.
What do you plan on doing tomorrow? sleeeeeeeep, then babysit.
What’s your favorite day of the week and why? friday. beeeeeecause.
Do you have any nicknames? allie.
Have you ever been scuba diving? mhm.
What’s your least favorite color? brown.
Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who? yes, my boyfriend ❤
Would you ever go skydiving? yesyesyes!
What toothpaste do you use? some cinnamon shit.
Do you enjoy challenges? i suppose.
What’s the worst injury you have had? i broke my nose.
What’s the last movie you saw? this is it.
What do you want to know about the future? nothing. i like surprises.
What does your last text message say? i don’t know, and i’m too lazy to look.
Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to? kim or my dad.
What’s your favorite school subject? espanol.
What’s your least favorite school subject? science.
Would you rather have money or love? love.
What is your dream vacation? idk.
What is your favorite animal? idk.
Do you miss anyone right now? yes. like crazy.
What’s the last sporting event you watched? hayden’s track meet.
Do you need to do laundry? yes id o.
Do you listen to the radio? no.
Where were you when 9/11 happened? school.
What do you do when vending machines steal your money? kick it.
Have you ever caught a butterfly? yep.
What color are your bed sheets? green.
What’s your ringtone? young by the summer set.
Who was the last person to make you laugh? cassie.
Do you have any obsessions right now? alesana.
Do you like things that glow in the dark? yes i do lmao.
What’s your favorite fruity scent? pomegranate.
Do you watch cartoons? yes.
Have you ever sat on a roof? yes.
Have you ever been to a different country? nope.
Name three things in the world you dislike: george bush, katie tuchel, and ms crawford.
Name three people in the world you dislike: ^^^
Has a rumor even been spread about you? mhm.
Do you like sushi? i love it.
Do you believe in magic? no.
Do you hold grudges? yes.
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24 Feb

allison is raping me help


P.S. send help


22 Feb

stop stop, cause we’re moving way too fast.

slow down; let this moment last.

we’re almost over the night.

even though we were never meant to be,

i know how crazy this seems;

just let me do my thing.