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this is the part where you find out who you are.

30 Jun

to hell with your new shit, and whether or not you think you fit in.

-The Maineee(:

I’m becoming a new person. I don’t care about materialistic things anymore, and quite frankly, I don’t care about 3/4 of the people I talked to before. All I care about is being happy, and pleasing myself. After graduation, I realized who is really there for me, and who really cares. I realized that I need to grow up, and stop thinking about others so much.

It didn’t really hit me until this morning, when I was looking at my ex-boyfriend’s myspace page and I realized just how much I don’t like him. I realized that I let him hurt me because I worried about people thinking about me. I don’t anymore, and I’m happier than ever.

I’m rethinking moving to England right after high school graduation, because I think I need to be with my family. We’re having a new baby, moving into a new house, and I’m going to have a new stepmom and stepsister. It’s surreal. I don’t know what to do about that.

Anyway, if you’re getting stressed about everything coming down on you, just sit back and think about who and what you really need. Idid, and not only is a huge weight lifted from my shoulders, but I’m happier than ever. I highly reccomend it(:

its been awhile, but, alex gaskarth is still really good looking…

28 May


to understand this post, you must refer to my last post on his extreme hotness. hahaha. ๐Ÿ™‚

clicky here(:

Bad Sunday.

30 Mar

I had a terrible Sunday, but I’m going to make the best of it and not let it ruin my week. Dylan is currently calling me a robot, which is adding to m turmoil.

I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. I’m not really upset about that, its the fact that I found out he was stalking me that kind of creeps me out.



Bad Weekend.

23 Mar

When somebody says “I’m fine, I don’t need help,” what do you say? To me, if somebody says that, it means that there is a personal situation, and they need to deal with it on their own. I mean, they really just don’t want help.

For some situations, this is the best route to take. Maybe the person has legal bindings saying that they can’t tell you. Maybe they just don’t feel comfortable with it. Maybe it just isn’t any of your business.

What I don’t understand is why people get angry when you don’t want their help. Maybe somebody just wants to work through something on their own…

I’m so excited, that I just may have a seizure.

3 Mar


Escape the Fate, Black Tide, William Control, and Attack Attack! At the Rave! EEEEP!

I don’t know what to do with myself right now. Today is going to be like the king granddaddy good day of all good days… if that made any sense at all.

I’m leaving my house at like 3:30, 4, and I won’t be home until like 1 AM. I’m going to Southridge first, for the in store meeting of Escape the Fate… and Black Tide… but they suck. Seriously. Thennnn, itsย  to the Rave. ARGHHH!


Oh, and a picture of God, AKA, Craig Mabbitt.

Great Weekend(:

2 Mar

I had a great weekend. Friday, I hung out with my boyfriend, his best friend, and his family. We went to dinner, and then went to Kozi for them to skate. It was pretty chill.

Saturday, my friend, Elizabeth came over and we hung out with my boyfriend and his best friend again. Haha, I spend a lot of time with them. We went and got some food, and then hung out around my neighborhood.

Sunday, I finally got some time alone with my boyfriend. I haven’t had time with just him in like, a week. It was pretty awesome. We just hung out and watched movies. It was fun. ๐Ÿ™‚

Today, I’m going to dinner with my cousin. I’m pretty happy because we haven’t had dinner in a couple weeks. Oh, and my copy of Breaking Dawn is finally going to be in my posession(:

Alex Gaskarth is very good looking….

6 Feb

Example 1.

Example 2.

Example 3. Have I made my point?


30 Jan

Maybe it really is as simple as this:

“Cut the Dramatics”

Maybe it isn’t. Who knows? I’m really sick of all the drama here, at Burdick. I mean, there’s no reason for people to be breaking up every other day and crying about it to everybody else, when you’re just going to get back together tomorrow. There’s no reason for kids to be overanalyzing everybody’s actions. There’s no reason for people to be scrutinizing one another for the stupidest things.

“Cut the Dramatics”

spaceballLast night, I was over by my boyfriend’s house, and it dawned on me. It was sort of an epiphany, I suppose. His mom was yelling at his little sister, and his little sister was crying, and his other little sister was playing video games on the couch, while his stepdad was sitting at the kitchen table. He had this heartbreaking look on his face, like, he just didn’t like his life as much as he should. Thats when it dawned on me. There’s no reason to be worked up over nothing. There’s no reason to snap over small things. And thats when it hit me, if everybody would just cut the dramatics, things would be so much simpler. There’s no reason not to be happy.

Cut the Dramatics



29 Jan

Life is really complicated for me lately. I’ve basically been living day to day. I don’t set goals anymore, because I’m really sick of failing at them. I really wanna get out of this terrible downward spiral that I’m in, but, I just don’t want to go back to living the way I was. I’m happier than I’ve ever been, since I’ve stopped trying to impress people. I’m living how I please. I’m doing what I want to do. I’m wearing what I want to wear, I’m dating who I want to date, and I’m talking to who I want to talk to. For the first time, in a long time, I’m living for me, and it feels good.

“Live for yourself, love those around you,

but realize they’ve got their own agendas.”

-Alex Gaskarth

Serious Dillema;;;;

2 Oct

Does anyone remember how dramatic everything was last year? Everybody was always fighting, everybody was always flirting with someone else’s boyfriend or girlfriend, and nobody knew when enough was enough. There’s only a few people who will know what I’m talking about here, but, here goes nothing: the person who was causing that is most likely coming back.

I don’t know what to do. Everything is finally normal. People who absolutely hated each other, are friends again. People who didn’t have anything sorted out finally know what they want. I just can’t go through another 7th grade year, and I don’t know about you, but I don’t know what to do.

Any suggestions?