Tag Archives: girlfriend

this is the part where you find out who you are.

30 Jun

to hell with your new shit, and whether or not you think you fit in.

-The Maineee(:

I’m becoming a new person. I don’t care about materialistic things anymore, and quite frankly, I don’t care about 3/4 of the people I talked to before. All I care about is being happy, and pleasing myself. After graduation, I realized who is really there for me, and who really cares. I realized that I need to grow up, and stop thinking about others so much.

It didn’t really hit me until this morning, when I was looking at my ex-boyfriend’s myspace page and I realized just how much I don’t like him. I realized that I let him hurt me because I worried about people thinking about me. I don’t anymore, and I’m happier than ever.

I’m rethinking moving to England right after high school graduation, because I think I need to be with my family. We’re having a new baby, moving into a new house, and I’m going to have a new stepmom and stepsister. It’s surreal. I don’t know what to do about that.

Anyway, if you’re getting stressed about everything coming down on you, just sit back and think about who and what you really need. Idid, and not only is a huge weight lifted from my shoulders, but I’m happier than ever. I highly reccomend it(:

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hobos pwn all of you.

22 May

So, last night I went to Sheridan Park with my friend Aaron and some dude named… Jesse? I don’t remember, anyway, we were walking along the beach, and there was this hobo. He was chillin’ by a fire, and I was freezing my booootay off, so I went up and I was just like “Dude, can I chill by the fire with you?”

Then he was all like “Yeahhhhh, man. Come on chill with me by the fire.”

So we were talking, and apparently, dude like lost everything after someone killed his wife and kids, and then he became a hobo and he’s happier then ever!!! He like travels the state all the time, and stuff. Like, yesterday alone, he had traveled from Kenosha to Cudahy. Oh, and he stole this chicken from a farmer, and he was like gutting it and roasting it. A whole freaking chicken!!!!

So, needless to say, this hobo is my hero.

24xj8rs

I hate people.

30 Apr

Yep. There’s gonna be a terrible bloodbath.

If I randomly go off on you, that means if you didn’t have it coming, don’t take it seriously.

I had a horrible night, and its escalating into a horrible day.

And my best friend thinks I’m a nobody and wants to give me a sore throat,

And my other best friend is laughing at the other’s sadness.

And its cold and foggy, which isn’t helping my mood.

:/

Bad Weekend.

23 Mar

When somebody says “I’m fine, I don’t need help,” what do you say? To me, if somebody says that, it means that there is a personal situation, and they need to deal with it on their own. I mean, they really just don’t want help.

For some situations, this is the best route to take. Maybe the person has legal bindings saying that they can’t tell you. Maybe they just don’t feel comfortable with it. Maybe it just isn’t any of your business.

What I don’t understand is why people get angry when you don’t want their help. Maybe somebody just wants to work through something on their own…

life;

19 Mar

One thing doesn’t make a man…

So trueee. I honestly don’t think that I could’ve found a more fitting song lyric for my life at the moment. I’ve messed up… a lot. I didn’t even know I was doing some of it. But hey,

one thing doesn’t make a man.

I want to be nicer. I want to be prettier. I want to be cleaner. I want to be thinner. I want to be a better photographer.

I’m going to be nicer. I’m going to be prettier. I’m going to be cleaner. I’m going to be thinner. I’m going to be a better photographer.

Don’t try and stop me.


I’m so excited, that I just may have a seizure.

3 Mar

TONIGHT’S THE NIGHT!!!

Escape the Fate, Black Tide, William Control, and Attack Attack! At the Rave! EEEEP!

I don’t know what to do with myself right now. Today is going to be like the king granddaddy good day of all good days… if that made any sense at all.

I’m leaving my house at like 3:30, 4, and I won’t be home until like 1 AM. I’m going to Southridge first, for the in store meeting of Escape the Fate… and Black Tide… but they suck. Seriously. Thennnn, its  to the Rave. ARGHHH!

:D:D:D

Oh, and a picture of God, AKA, Craig Mabbitt.

Great Weekend(:

2 Mar

I had a great weekend. Friday, I hung out with my boyfriend, his best friend, and his family. We went to dinner, and then went to Kozi for them to skate. It was pretty chill.

Saturday, my friend, Elizabeth came over and we hung out with my boyfriend and his best friend again. Haha, I spend a lot of time with them. We went and got some food, and then hung out around my neighborhood.

Sunday, I finally got some time alone with my boyfriend. I haven’t had time with just him in like, a week. It was pretty awesome. We just hung out and watched movies. It was fun. 🙂

Today, I’m going to dinner with my cousin. I’m pretty happy because we haven’t had dinner in a couple weeks. Oh, and my copy of Breaking Dawn is finally going to be in my posession(: